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Wheneva u think of me,jus remember..i could of been the best thing u eva had.</3

iit started out with a ::kiss:: how did it end up like this?

Created on 2004-08-25 18:53:11 (#4321918), last updated 2005-05-07

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Name:	YoU wantEd the beSt..iit waSnt m3e..</3
Birthdate:	11-16
Location:	Florida, United States
Website:	My SpaCe

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Adam Brody gives us love from The O.C

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Sugarcult-Memory

This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings disappear.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
Can I be your memory?
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I lost.
She got him. I didn't.
This feeling wont go away. It started in my chest, and it has spread. I feel weak. I want to cry.
I can feel the tears start to moisten my eye lid.
The tear is about to fall.....
There it goes.
This feeling has never been so intense. I want to throw something. I want to shout ugly, mean words at the top of my lungs. I want to scream them at her.
I knew it would happen. I knew it. I set myself up for it. I wish I had never even gone to that stupid school.
Oh God, this feeling is horrible. The tears run down my cheek, but I don't feel any better.
This feeling is consuming me. I can barely lift my fingers to type, the weakness has spread throughout my whole being. I don't even want to think about Monday. About having to see her. About having to see him.
God, this feeling. please, I beg of you, make it stop, I hate it. Someone tell me what I have to do to make it go away.
And don't tell me that it will be ok. because it wont. This is a REAL feeling, it really has made me weak, it really has made me cry, the tears are flowing, but the feeling is getting worse.
don't even look at me, I am ashamed that I let myself be that vulnerable. Well, this is the last time.
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it mAy seem like the rong thing to do
but you have to forget about the boy
who forgot about
--> You <--

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man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams
she has but lord it takes a lonely 1 to wish she
never dreamt them at all ..</3 ____________________________________________________________________________ if u would only listen u mite just realize what ur missin. ur missin me __________________________________________________________________________ missin ur laugh how did it break and tell me wen did ur eyes begin to look fake i hope ur as happy as ur pretending. <3333

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